Okay, so more news on the baby front. My sister had her first ultrasound today and she found out that she is due on April 15th, 2010. With TWINS!!!!! Twins run in our family, so we knew that someone was bound to have them, but why her???? And why now?????
Moe and I are still trying our hardest to have a little miracle, and I keep praying and hoping that it happens soon, but this is a really hard punch to take. Right when I am getting over the anger and jealousy of her getting pregnant before me (and when she REALLY isn't ready for it at ALL) we get hit with the news that there isn't one, but two.
God, give me strength to deal with my anger, pain, hurt, and jealousy. I need your strength to help me deal with this and get through this. Watch over me and put your guiding hand on me and show me where I am supposed to be headed, becasue right now, I don't have the slightest clue what you have in store for me. I pray every day with all my heart that I can be blessed with a miracle soon, and I know that you are listening, but right now I need a sign. I don't know how much more I can take before I fall apart.
Amen
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This is really hard to take, I know. You have my my best wishes for you. I know you'll cope and we'll do all we can to keep you going and hope for the best. But it is a shock.
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