Hope????

Well, went to the doctor today to talk to him about infertility and such and what can be done about it or to fix it. He did an exam on me and I am normal, haha, or as normal as can be! He wants me to have blood work done and an x ray, but I am not sure if that is what we are going to do or not. I talked to the hubby and I think that we are going to try a little longer and maybe give it to the end of the year before trying anyhing medically. It is so very hard though watching little sis going through this and wishing that it were me. She acts like it is nothing and no big deal and I would trade everything that i have to be doing it. Oh well, I guess that that is part of growing up is dealing with anger, and depression without showing anyone else that it is bothering you. Or maybe that is just me. I want this so bad and stuff on my end isn't working out the way that I want it to, but I guess that I just have to sit and let it ride for a while. I don't really know what else to do about it. Uhhhh, I wish that I could just snap my fingers and have what I want when I want, but I know that isn't how this world works. Maybe someday though......

Keep praying for a miracle for me and Jason.